using people

essentially...they came for the loaves and fish...then left when it got inconvenient

dynamics :

1-unmet needs
2-find someone to meet them
3-pretend it is about them...(not self seeking)
4-convince ourselves
5-use
6-throw away when no longer needed
7-justify

this is opposed to love :

1-jesus...love is first
2-others...form healthy boundaries...this will be abused
3-self...if you don't love yourself...you cannot love others 

use things...love people...not the other way around
"greater love has no man than this...that he lays down his life for his brother"

rituals part 2

difficult for people to be people...involves heart and soul and reality
so we hide behind rituals

dynamics :

1-a human being
2-emotions out of control
3-slight awareness
4-ritualized to overcompensate
5-institutionalized
6-be afraid of others
7-punish them for your fear

break out of rituals and become alive :

1-a human being
2-emotions out of control
3-self aware
4-turn around
5-humility...opposed to institutionalize
6-replace fear with love
7-accept others....as one begins to accept self

growth comes with time , patience and suffering
live luv .

psalm of psalms part 2

sexuality and spirituality are almost the same thing...as the spirit is purified...so does the motivation and outworking of the sexual relationship...POINT...we do not subscribe to a particular sexual dynamic that controls our existence...wherever your heart is...there your sexual desire will be as well...JUST GIVE IT TIME...PRAYER-WHICH IS A SACRIFICE OF MANY A SORT-LOVE...AND A DEEP AND PROFOUND RELATIONSHIP WITH THE POWER OF THE DIVINE...AND SEE WHAT TRANSPIRES AND CHANGES DURING THE COURSE OF THE JOURNEY INTO TRUE SEXUAL EXPRESSION . LOVE GUIDES US INTO TRUE WHOLENESS .  

does a bear shit in the woods ???

how god talks

how god talks :

1-he talks
2-we interpret through our perverse hearts and minds
3-justify...usually accompanied with some sort of violence
4-go our own way : ritualistic / legalistic / generic
5-forget who god is : overcompensate / self righteous / perverse / denial / deceit

only love can grow love :

1-we love
2-it takes root
3-we suffer...love is from another universe...pounding into this one
4-we endure...and grow in humility and passion to live love
5-the fruit of love is love

there is no easy way to be in relationship with god...to hear his voice means to forsake 1000 others...all most all of which offer false promises...that is to say...offer gratification...opposed to joy for the sake of loving

if you...

if you think how much they "love" you is a bit weird...just wait until they get around to hating you .

morality

morality is spirituality for dummies .

growing up / evolution

stages :

1-puberty
2-university
3-working
4-family
5-old age

point...at every stage in life...we have an excuse not to grow up

it is who you are...not where
a true grown up is one who has learned the art of love

growing up :

1-narcissistic by nature
2-divinely confronted
3-awareness begins to take place
4-pain
5-the "onion" is slowly being peeled

god leads us back to our true self
religion is avoidance of this...self righteousness / rituals / fear of divine and human wrath
grow up...love

why are we robbing...

pressure down...january 19 2013

the most beautiful parts of our lives...are created under immense pressure...that is...do we respond to the pressure with TOOLS : openness / humility / and utilizing our community to our full advantage...or do we exchange our tools for WEAPONS ????  bitterness / fear / self righteous judgement ???

everything around you is pointing to what has to change within you...everything around you is your teacher...HOWEVER...be careful not to use how comfortable you are as a benchmark for what needs to be changed...comfort often means you are asleep on the side of the road...yours is to punch into the darkness and watch and see how beautiful everything grows from this point on...LIVE LOVE .  

how to know your life is not an illusion part 1

1-is immediate gratification your mode of existence...or is your pursuit of love and truth????
2-are sex...money...and power your primary objectives..or simply a consequence (or not) of a life well lived???
3-under normal situations...are your relationships a long term commitment...or there to meet a specific need???

the fact of the matter is that only love is real...everything else is , more or less , an illusion

and to make it even more difficult...love is a selfless , giving thing that does not demand its own way...that is to say...there are many , many things disguised as love...YET ARE NOT EVEN CLOSE  

don't be hard on yourself...

agenda

humans simply want things that god does not want for them...many religions are dedicated to this idea...

dynamics :

1- we desire
2-desire becomes more important than love
3-convince ourselves that it is god's will...(whatever that means to each individual)
4-we take
5-something goes wrong
6-justify
7-continue with some type of wound...hardness , blame , etc.

(the clearer the path-spiritually-the greater the consequences...both better and worse) 

life should be a process  of forsaking our agenda

dynamics :

1-we desire
2-we turn around
3-awareness grows
4-our path becomes enlightened
5-love grows...and we become less

french toast

i walk into this cafe
and i say
"french toast on me everybody"
then i pull out a gun
and spend
the next five hours
making them eat french toast
until the last one
barfs all over the place

friendship / discerning

types of friendship :

1-activity based
2-alliance
3-image
4-social structure
5-real friendship

"a friend loves at all time...and is born for times of trouble"

1-loyalty
2-intimacy
3-vulnerability
4-spiritual
5-giving

you can only give what you have
as god arises within you...so you have his love to pass on
"greater love has no man than this...that he lay down his life for his brother"

this father...

this father says to his 11 year old boy..."son , are you old enough yet to to get a girl pregnant???"...the kid replies..."depends which hole i stick me dick in , daddy".

most...but not all

recently...somebody told me what somebody said...about somebody else...thing is...he wasn't even laughing when he was telling me all this crap...DEAR PUPPY CATS...THERE ARE MANY A SPLENDID  REASON WHY AN INDIVIDUAL OPENS THEIR MOUTH AND LETS THE SHIT COME DRIBBLING OUT...because they have an aching desire to tell the truth is usually not one of them...don't get  me wrong...the truth is indeed out there...and usually people can be seen running away from it as fast as their little wobbly legs can take them...THE TRUTH IS A RARE THING...and if you find a friend who has embraced it...hold onto that friendship with all that you have got .

i just don't get it...honest

just recently saw this new "boy band" on the video...and couldn't help but notice that , although four of these children seemed somewhat normal and relatively balanced...the fifth one was poised to cause so much shit...that the giant shit monster from the planet shitoria beta x-seven...couldn't digest it all if he lived to be two billion and seven zohan proxide years to the gigon power of 10...point...are these judges that stupid...or do they actually enjoy setting up an ill-equip t teen to have life fuck him up the ass so hard that it will look like iron mike tyson put his left foot up there...seriously...i am not fucking around...adults should be responsible for youth...not set them up for a cosmic shit fest...anyway...screw this...time to call it a day . 

trooper

....so one goose says to the other..."call me an 'april wine' fan just one more time and i will rip off your nuts !!! i'm a 'trooper' fan !!!"

gods birthday card to satan

why we gravitate toward religion

1-overcompensation for abnormal behavior
2-networking
3-quest for power
4-define ones personality while avoiding it all at once
5-looking to be controlled
6-easy answers to complicated questions
7-because you are fucking board
8-established family patterns

9-love 

gooses mother died

one goose says to the other..."so your mother died , eh??? don't worry she'll get better soon ."

one true religion

the one true religion is love...all other religions are only as good as they allow an individual to embrace this path...dynamics of real spirituality : we awaken / this new life extends into our relationships / we journey the divinely appointed journey...IN THE FINAL ANALYSIS...for the most part...organized religion is simply a hazy or often horrible attempt to find the real truth of everything...that god is love .

life sucks...

life sucks...so put your penis right in it !!!

controlology...jan. 12 2013

there is either love...or someone goes for control...FUCK...even when there is love...someone will attempt to go for control...it is our fallen nature...and most of what it means to be a rotten human being is derived from it...REGARDLESS...love is the answer...love and the implementation of love...right down to the core of our being...love is from another universe...and applying it to this aspect of who we are...takes quite a struggle...but without its application...there is no abundant life..."fight the good fight".   

...all welcome...

life , the universe and everything

we long for control :

1-here we are
2-become : lustful / fearful / arrogant
3-...so we go for control
4-make it a religion : pagan / new age / christian / etc.
5-institutionalize it
6-it fucks up
7-lie about the results

spirituality...is love...is letting go

1-lust...instead...let go
2-fear...instead...trust
3-arrogance...instead...humility

love is a form of insanity...not a pattern or ritual
it leaves us blind...and into all truth

life of illusions part 4

the truth is usually inconvenient...and that is exactly how it is treated...things are almost never the way they seem...the real reason why you are in a fight with...whoever...is probably buried so deep...that only god himself knows what it is...and maybe that new car your husband just bought is an overcompensation for his repressed homosexuality...maybe you shouldn't be jumping up and down saying..."darling...that is a beautiful fucking car"...so how do we get to the heart of the matter...it takes a lot of love...humility...and relationships with people you can actually trust...otherwise...you simply just end up defending a bunch of lies with : violence / judgment / and manipulating a plethora of circumstances that you really don't have a clue about...fun , eh???

humans

life hurts...the question , however...is how do we process it???

1-polite
2-indulge
3-love...healing

#1 and # 2 are basically the same
just because you learned how to repress does not mean your life is going to a better place
what constitutes #1 and # 2 :

1-lack of humility
2-self righteousness
3-lack of passion for truth
4-fear
5-lack of love

the right people...the right events...all in the spirit of love and forgiveness...will reveal the right sickness

same spirit

there a thousand ways not to be intimate...but they all come from the same spirit
why does intimacy scare people???

1-vulnerability
2-lack of control
3-where it may go
4-rejection
5-pride

how do we achieve intimacy???

1-be aware that the voice of our culture...is that of a false prophet
2-find people who share this truth...but not : bitter / fearful / vengeful
3-in humility...pursue truth
4-one thing leads to another
5-discovery
 
the nature of man is to hide...the nature of god is to reveal
god leads us together : in spirit / in truth / in history
no secrets...no walls

i am not gay...

demanding

why do people demand :

1-desire
2- neurotic needs demand to be filled
3-becomes a fixation on what we want  
4-get it...does not satisfy...only what we receive out of love ever does
5-lies are told..."the coverup is usually worse than the crime"
6-the universe is disrupted
7-become : bitter / self righteous / perverse

"love does not demand its own way" :

1-we seek love
2-puts us on a path
3-it will give and take
4-we are satisfied either way...the moment is its own reward 
5-live for the journey...not the destinations

live love 

comfort and idolatry

many people have an intimate relationship with truth...it is what they want and what they desire...that is...until...it gets in the way of what makes them feel comfortable...once comfort is taken away...it is quickly replaced by : fear...then violence...and finally...justification (bastardization / prejudice / and or denial)...why does this happen??? simple...the comfort becomes more important than reality...and all things have to bow down to it...no matter what the price...THERE IS ONLY ONE TRUE GOD...AND HE IS LOVE...and love sees all things...that is to say...comfort is only reasonable...when it does not stand in the way of the loving thing .

homosexuality and god

sheep

essentially...everyone is allowing themselves to be controlled in one way or another

why ???

1-laziness
2-fear
3-entrenched patterns
3-lust
5-ignorance

very few see beyond their own little universe
comfort is our greatest addiction 

how not to be a sheep :

1-follow love spiritually...a divine contact
2-follow love intellectually...does it hurt somebody???
3-follow love physically...speech and actions
(essentially breaking through darkness , which is a painful endeavor)
 
live luv

the gospel according to ug dec. 29 2013

it is love and divinity that should connect us with each other...but it is not , just about every time...it is power we want and power we get...completely forgetting about the one tiny flaw in the argument...POWER DOES NOT EXIST...ONLY THE ILLUSION OF POWER...and this would work its natural course but for one thing...our passionate desire to make our lust for power appear to be something else...what separates the rich from the poor around this planet...a lot of things...but usually the ability to bull shit is on the top of the list...BE HUMBLE  , MY CHILD...become a sheep among wolves...and if  THE GOOD SHEPHERD cannot save your ass...then it probably should not be saved .