agenda

humans simply want things that god does not want for them...many religions are dedicated to this idea...

dynamics :

1- we desire
2-desire becomes more important than love
3-convince ourselves that it is god's will...(whatever that means to each individual)
4-we take
5-something goes wrong
6-justify
7-continue with some type of wound...hardness , blame , etc.

(the clearer the path-spiritually-the greater the consequences...both better and worse) 

life should be a process  of forsaking our agenda

dynamics :

1-we desire
2-we turn around
3-awareness grows
4-our path becomes enlightened
5-love grows...and we become less