your sister...

what god wants...july 27 2013

people place good things first...integrity , marriage , relationship , etc .
the issue is...they don't

BIG CIRCUMSTANCE REVEALS ALL

DYNAMICS :

1- good things first
2-time and tide rear their ugly head
3-truth revealed
4-true priorities are revealed
5-a general shit fest of pain and such

the usual message is to change priorities
but how many can actually do this ???
there is a better way than making you the noble
person you are not

DYNAMICS :

1-learn humility
2-accept the person you are
3-function within this truth
4-present that person to all your relationships
5-be prepared for consequences of the truth

point...only a life of truth can change you
"you will know the truth and it will set you free"

 

crucify...july 20 2013

the meaning of life is found in the crucifixion of christ...that is...true love

DYNAMICS :

1-born to live for self
2-fit in very well
3-develop presentation
4-sooner or later...HOPEFULLY...it does not work any more
5-instead of living for self...dying to self
6-enter a spiritual universe
7-peace , love , contentment
8-resistance...(why there is no resistance to organized religion)
9-grow , learn , become

THE MORE YOU DESIRE FROM ANOTHER...THE MORE FUCKED UP THINGS ARE GOING TO BE..." THE KINGDOM OF GOD IS WITHIN YOU" ...LOVE WILL SACRIFICE FOR ANOTHER .     

biting the hand that feeds you...

why bite the hand that feeds you...when you can chomp it off and eat it ???

just be a selfish prick...

one goose says to the other...

one goose says to the other..."for your birthday present...i promise not to beat the shit out of your mother for the next week ."

are you a dinosaur...

whitehorse...garbage # 164

"you are like a son to me"
"you are like a nephew "
"you are like a second cousin"
"you are"...gone
point...our entire life should be centered around love...yet is is not
how do things get so fucked up???

DYNAMICS :

1-a relationship
2-based on wrong things :
  -sex
  -money
  -power
3-the tide goes out
4-things are revealed for what they are
5-gone
6-justified
7-move on 

everything hinges upon # 2
the foundation must be real love
basically...rock vs sand for foundation
things such as lust / religion / laziness...must be replaced by true virtues of love
love is eternal 

babies

we decided to name our babies
satan and judas
why ???
well , i guess
actually because my wife
and i are religious and we
decided to give the children
good biblical names

bigfoot...and big cock...

got a joke...it's about bigfoot and his big dick...but that's all i remember .

god talks to jesus about the new planet

"i think i will call the new planet earth...i figure they will be really kind to each other...but that sex thing just isn't gonna fly ".

whitehorse...hearing better # 165

to hear from god is to experience the road one was created to experience...problem is...this seldom happens to people :

DYNAMICS :

1-aspect of your life
2-god desires to control
3-usually does not get it
4-easy to justify...as we only see what we desire
5-we have now made sense of it...whatever it is
6-forms a path to hell...yet usually cleverly disguised by its own handcraft or our focus
7-continue

LOVE SHOWS US THE WAY...THERE IS LIGHT IN ALL WE LOVE...THEREFORE , REAL PERCEPTION...LIVE ORGANIC...TO ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN

LIVE LUV   

whitehorse...desire # 166

1-aspect of your life
2-god desires to control it
3-doesn't usually get it
4-idolatry
5-justification
6-form a path to hell
7-surround yourself with others that will justify you

how do you know that your path is the wrong one ???

1-demanding
2-immediate
3-bad fruit

god moves slowly...with : peace / love / joy
we grow...learn...change...then grow some more

best screw...

whitehorse...another universe...#167

every decision that we make...brings us closer to our destination...our destination within ourselves...and the spiritual- or non-spiritual-  universe from which we come .

DYNAMICS :

1-we are made to gravitate toward
2-we learn to give...and , consequently , receive
3-we become
4-this brings humility
5-true life is evident in every respect : mental , physical , spiritual

"he who keeps his soul will  will lose it...he who loses his soul...will keep it ".

geese and death...

one goose says to the other..."you don't know what day you're gonna die ??? well , that's stupid !!!"

one goose says to the other...

one goose says to the other : "when i said i would die for you...what i meant was that i would feel really bad if i have to kill you " .

condom for my heart...june 22 2013

we are hurt...the purity and ability to connect is replaced with : fear ; pain ; bitterness / anger...WE PLACE A CONDOM AROUND OUR HEART...love ; security and truth...is replaced by sex , money and power...and we fall away...FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT...become real once again : TRUTH ; TURNING AROUND ; FORGIVENESS ; LOVING ; QUEST FOR UNDERSTANDING...love brings freedom .  

when you die...

one goose says to the other : "what do you mean..you don't know when you're going to die ??? what are you , an idiot or something ???"

mind games...june 29 2013

tell someone you are gay...they hate you...save their life five minutes later...they love...you haven't changed a fucking bit...all that has changed is the circumstance...POINT...an opinion is formed using all kinds of stuff  : lust ; fear ; consensus ; deceit ; need to survive ; greed ; instinct...it is all shoved together and god knows where it will take us...OR...WE CAN FUNCTION AND MAKE DECISIONS OUT OF LOVE . TWO ROADS...CHOOSE ONE OR THE OTHER . 

boundaries at 17...july 6 2013

interaction with a neurotic person and their needs is simply too immense to allow us to get our way...their wants clash with our desires to the point that compromise and exchange have to be added into the equation.

 
then there are those "chosen few " who are at peace with themselves...this allows the other to , for better or worse...clearly illustrate the immensity of their need...and why would it not ??? there is no resistance to their desire .

point : boundaries set up by past hurts and such...is not necessarily a bad thing . 

everything ever done...

everything ever done...has been done either by me or someone else .

two geese watching the superbowl...

two geese watching the superbowl...one says to the other..."the pittsburgh steelers look so lonely" .

christians

the thing about christianity that i find difficult to understand is how they go out of their way to prove that they are worse than the average human being...it's like this...your average guy on the street does whatever in the fuck he wants...whenever he wants to do it...(a bit self centered but , you know...whatever)...THEN YOUR CHRISTIAN COMES ALONG...and not only does he do whatever in the fuck he wants...but he also feels compelled to bring god into his shit-fest...you know...say that god made him , compelled him , even...to do...whatever...this might be fine if he is correct...but my understanding of your average bible thumper...is that he don't give a flying fuck if he is or is not correct...he wanted it...therefore...god wanted it to...case closed . 

my wife's name...

the running child

a child running on the other side of the street...i think to myself...if i could give that boy one gift...then what would be...the answer comes back...a blessing of true love to guide and direct...LIKE THE WIND...the rest of his natural life...and if i could give him two things...the second would be the wisdom not to waste his gift on useless arrogant fuck-heads...perpetually swimming through this planet looking for a better deal...and , finally...a third...wealth...but no so much that he forgets REAL...nor too little that REAL becomes his mortal enemy...AND THAT IS ABOUT IT !!! 

people like us

it is my belief that you believe that everyone you see on the street is , more or less...a human being...made out of the same basic jazz as the rest of us...HERE IS THE SHIT ON THAT ONE , BROTHER...you only have to identify one human as a non-human...then they all become suspect...and you will never walk down the street with the same confidence again...ON THE OTHER HAND...the same arrogance that leads you to believe that i am full of shit...is the same arrogance that keeps the economy going...so who am i to complain ???

break out the rubbers...

whitehorse...emptiness...# 168

if you give a little...then a little is taken...and the result is that all seems reasonable...if you give a lot...then a lot is taken...( without measure or discretion )...and life no longer seems so calm and balanced...someone does not look so good anymore...THE RESULT : SOME ONE HAS TO PAY...and the one who pays is virtually always the giver .

payments :

1-co-dependency
2-abuse
3-controlling or being controlled
4-projection of greed , lust , etc.
5-deciet 

GIVE OF YOURSELF IN HEALTHY MEASURE...or be ready for extreme consequences .

this lady i worked with back in 1990

this lady , named pat...a budgie abuser...was "tearing me a new hole" for some reason or another at the work place...so i turn to her and say :

if i had a water rat
i think that i would name it pat
and if it caused my soul to bleed
i would change its name to pat , indeed
but what if i had a cat instead
a placid one , maybe dead
well , unless it hissed and even spat
i would not call my pussy pat

god says to moses...

god says to moses..".if you can't pull a rabbit out of a hat....then how in fuck do you expect to part the red sea ???".

what if ???

what if the middle east is not what is fucking us up ??? what if it isn't global warming ??? idiot terrorists or any other such sickness ??? what if pure love was sent here to take us in a very beautiful and inspirational direction and organized religion was somehow imposed upon us to re-direct us in another , absolutely  hideous pathway ??? what if all the other shit is mere symptoms of the real problem and we are wasting all precious time and energy on the wrong thing..."i have seen the enemy...and the enemy is us ".

ten dollar bill...

a long time ago...back during the "lean years"...a still small voice persuades me to brush away a small dusting of snow...and do you know what i found ???

it is interesting how wealth divides us from each other...we surround ourselves with a whole lot of shit so we don't learn how to communicate and connect with each other . 

the average human will buy their way out of love..." for a bowl of soup ".