motivation

there is potentially a cancer in our relationships...potentially in ourselves...we avoid it with : fear / laziness / materialism / timing / politeness...yet..."god chastises those he loves"...and brings all to the surface...here we find three options : learn / hide / allow it to destroy us...(that is to say...allow what we think and feel to actually materialize in our every day situations)...the point here is not necessarily obvious...it is not so much our actions-within reason-that are out to murder our souls...nearly as much as it is the motivations behind them...religion teaches us the opposite...that they will indeed define our worth as a human being...the fact of the matter is that actions are simply actions...good or bad...they almost all get lost in the wind of time...yet a pure heart with sincere motives...is in sync with eternity ...a very rare occurrence indeed...and to possess such a thing and to fuck up...is far better than containing your moral composure and be dead within .