leaving control

being human part 23

i was at a pagan wedding once...i got up to pray...the best man fainted...someone threw a cup of liquid across the room...(i think that too was the best man)...and then it got really bizarre...i am not reading a whole lot into this...i have seen worse weddings , to be honest...what is paganism??? well...most of western christianity is in fact pagan...that is...the essence of paganism is control...the essence of spirituality is , however , the absence of control...what i love about pagans??? they are honest about their intent...if you want to control...fine...do it...just call it what it is...there is nothing horribly wrong with it...however...love lets go...live love .