a dream about a ball...

i had a dream that i threw a ball in the air and it went...around and around...wherever...no body knew it...but the angel gabriel was carrying it...just having some fun...then a lady appeared to me... she had the instructions of how to build a similar ball... she sold me the instructions...(that were torn and taped together)...for five dollars...i bought them...why??? for control...we love control , do we not???? point...in the dream...i made a mistake...let go...let god control your destiny...and yes...the dream was sorta based on true events...i just was not stupid enough to buy the instructions in real life...as for the ball...no ball...just the desire to fuck everything good up...we all have it...luv stu