selah part 1

its december 24th 1989...i step off the jet...back home from two years in australia...30 pounds overweight...infected with a potentially fatal virus...shit...three doctors had recently told me i was a "prime candidate for heart attack or stroke"...this is the definition of ironic...i am just about to begin the most dynamic and real (possibly) community in the history of the continent...and i am all but half dead...friends are waiting for me at the airport...its cold as fucking hell...to the average person...it looks like its over even before it began...luv stu