evil and redemption

a child is abused by an evil mother...for the rest of his life he is attracted to evil women for the purpose of making a feeble attempt to resolve his inner conflict...result...he thinks the world is completely evil...how could he not ???

 
dynamics :

1-hurt
2-people become metaphors...to meet needs 
3-become angry...(not working out)
4-suspicious of wrong people
5-suspicious of everyone else
6-in darkness...so cannot see a thing...being paranoid is not being wise
7-fold

...the cure is not complete resolution...you are who you are...the cure is becoming aware of who you are and responding accordingly

dynamics :

1-hurt
2-people become metaphors
3-become humble / aware / repentant / forgiving
4-attracted to same type of people...
5-but this time they are on a path of healing
6-god guiles
7-become human...embrace who you are