Saturday, May 19, 2012

letters to josh...april 23 2012

hi josh...sorry about the young lady...tread lightly , my friend...you don't know what people are really like until they don't get what they desire from you...as for her generic behavior...jesus referred to generic behavior as "white washed tombs"...when people come across sterile a clean...it is because they are not...there is a big fucking difference between smiling and showing your teeth...IT HAS BEEN AN INTERESTING MONTH FOR ME...apparently the dehydration was only a small part of my sexual difficulties...apparently , i have swollen red blood cells...possible side effects...well , the worst is...death ...anyway...not to worry...as far as i can tell it was caught very early and
by substantially reducing my drinking...(i have only drank once in the last two weeks...and have decided  to drink , at the most...not more than once a week)...and , accompanying this with vitamin b-12...i should be back to normal within a few more weeks...i guess there is very little difference with my experience with booze and your experience with your lady friend...you know...you are getting along just fine...you have some sort of commitment going...then...BOOM!!! right in the nuts...BACK TO YOUR SITUATION...the reason why organized religion flourishes is simply because , not only do people not have hearts like your...but they are pretty fucking sure that they do not exist...it is a double edged sward , isn't it...you get to experience life in a way virtually nobody does...yet you get to see a side of people virtually nobody does...a.k.a....light brings shit to the surface...bringing this back to religion...the rituals and formalities and shit are all there to hide the state of the human heart...anyway , josh...nichole is coming over in a while...i will give her your best...love you with all my heart...be careful...luv stu 

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