how to live forever

a young boy...dying...peace...quiet...all is well...down the hall...an old man...screaming like a stuck pig...not "going gently into that good night"...it is like the child lived longer than the old man...indeed...he did...here is the dynamic...at one point in time...the old fellow decided to live for himself...here...he went into what i refer to as reverse time...that is to say...the desire to live for self...consumes our spirits...hence...with everything we take in this context...the hole within us grows larger and larger...only love fills...only love makes us complete...live love.