how to recover from church...whitehorse part 7... part 2

when i was an eighteen year old boy...i got myself involved in a right wing fascist fundamentalist church situation...not a coincidence at all...you see...my father was an abusive alcoholic...and my subconscious mind was being attracted to the thing that it was familiar with...point being...look around you...what is there just did not simply happen...it is there for a reason..we can blame others until..."the cows come home"...but it does not help...regardless of how much truth there is attached to it...BOTTOM LINE...never expect someone to either take responsibility for what they have done to you...and / or change...let them go...find real love...and let the healing begin .