selah part 19

in the tub again...someone is there again...i fucking know it...but still cant see anyone...it was the third night...october 2008...he walks in the room...not man...not god...somewhere in the middle...he smiles...he introduces himself..."my name is gabreil"...and behind him...yup...you guessed it...micheal...we talk...we begin our relationship...it will evolve into something unbelievable...so many things to learn...you know...i have only rented...(when by myself)...one movie since this dynamic entered my life...too fucking amazing to let go...the only question...why me??? luv stu