watch "rocky 5"

was the worst time of my life...money...girl...health..."family"...all had been taken for no fucking reason besides my theology indicates very strongly that a lot of clergymen should be selling encyclopedias...preaching love and transparency will get you a shit sandwich without any bread in a traditional church...at the same time...i was spending a lot of time in the local mental institution attempting to save this kids life...it took him months to get out of bed...another couple of years to be functional...another five or so to begin to shine...but here is the shit...eventually...all the love and teaching i gave him...he took it all and used it to get sex...money...power... he resented the fact that he didnt heal himself...everyone who loved him...he gave a big fat fuck-off to...worse yet...i have seen this play out so many times...luv stu