selah part 7

after everything went to shit...(as previously stated)...i spent a year like nothing happened...i kept waiting for the phone to ring...someone to tell me it was a joke or a mistake...that all came to an end however one night when when i woke up in a cold sweat...my heart pounding like an elephant dashing to a sure fuck...it was the beginning of post traumatic stress...depression...and my life as a magician...that is to say...find yourself in deep shit...and watch people that you thought loved you mysteriously disappear...luv stu