if you thought i was full of shit before part 1

it was august...the year before last...(whatever year that was)...anyway...i went on vacation by myself...i love being with people but i love being alone too...(back in 97... i went on a vacation for a week or so...and spoke less than a dozen words to anyone over the entire time)...this vacation was only 3 days...i hiked...sat in the tub and listened to music...beautiful and peaceful...but something was different...i was feeling sad over a broken relationship...but the joy was unspeakable...fuck...i couldnt quite put my finger on it...but if i had a thousand guesses...i never would have guessed...luv stu...p.s...ask anyone who knows me...i am not a liar...all this shit is fucking true...gotta go.