apathy jan. 14 2012

apathy :

1-we are told something
2-told early enough and enough times...believe it
3-practice or not...all the same
4-the less truth there is...the more violent the defense
5-institutionalize this...and get others to believe the same

...yet the spiritual person is on a quest for truth :

1-told something
2-told something early enough...believe it
3-will begin to question
4-impose upon all..."is this conductive to love?"
5-be organic...real...in pursuit

...believe in love

(just for the record...don't you find it rather strange that there are thousands of religions out there...and , more or less,,,virtually everyone feels very little if any need to question the validity of their own...i guess they just feel lucky that , against all odds...they were born into the right one).  

the graveyard

i was in this grave yard
digging up this corpse
with this friend of mine
eating it for supper
we fry it up
on the george foreman grill
and my friend
and i use the term loosely
begins to eat the best part
i mean how can you trust someone
with such little respect ?
sure he is a good digger
but there is more to love
than just digging up a grave

how the universe was created part 9

about six or so years ago...i went through a three year period where i was attacked by demonic entities just about on a nightly basis...i would be told things...at times there would be cuts and bruises...and at one point there would even be attacks during the morning while i was completely awake...but that is not the strange part...the strange part is when we stayed at a haunted house somewhere around the south shore of nova scotia...one night...as i was awakened by a particular demon...i was to see a ghost meandering somewhere very close to the bathroom door...thing is...as far as i could perceive...neither the ghost or the demon were aware of the others presence...and my point...there is some freaky shit out there , puppy-cats...and until we get passed our arrogance and begin to entertain the possibility that there is far more going on than what meets the eye...there is no fucking way it can be understood .

how the universe was created part 8

in the final analysis...there is one great obstacle that separates us from understanding the universe...that being...we do not love each other...it goes like this...the real universe...or the best one anyway...is based upon nothing but pure unadulterated love...since the human condition is opposed to this...(loving your family does not count...we are biologically predisposed to love family...anyone who does not...generally speaking...is a monster)...we will perpetually keep projection our crap upon our analyses of what is out there...sure this may work with flying airplanes and blowing up puppies...(inside joke)...but until the intellect is married to a spiritual condition of love..."you will see but you will not understand" .

how the universe was created part 7

did you ever wonder why people brag about having sex but are reluctant to admit that they masturbate??? let me get this straight...only the most intelligent creatures on the planet masturbate...even cockroaches have sex...you know...it is just weird...especially when you add to the equation that most people don't even know how to fuck...and what is my point here??? simple...we make up our own rules , baby...and if in time we decide to change them...(masturbation would have fallen into the category of abnormal psychology  as recently as the 1950's)...we pretend like it never happened...and what is my point here??? even more simple...the universe will be discovered through emotional and spiritual intelligence...which is not necessarily one of humanities strong points .

how the universe was created part 6

if you were to take a careful look at an automobile...you will discover that , among other things...they are fucking violent pieces of machinery...or...in other words...they are a perfect reflection if their inventor...come to think of it...so is just about everything else that we have achieve on this planet...it's obvious , isn't it ??? not only is what we have accomplished a reflection of our inner selves...but how we perceive things is a reflection of our inner selves as well...that is to say...how this universe really works is not something that the human being...(generally speaking)...can possibly discern...there was a country song released in the summer of 1980 entitled..."looking for love in all the wrong places"...well...not are we only doing that...but let me add that the mysteries and complexities of this universe will never be understood while we are limiting them to scientific studies and logic...not that there is anything wrong with these things...but if you take a careful look around you...you will discover that they are contradicted on a regular basis...and ignoring these contradictions is to ignore a very important message from the creator .

January 25 2012