ABUSE...

YOU DON'T KNOW WHEN THE LAST TIME YOU WILL EVER SEE SOMEONE IS...SO MAKE SURE YOU ABUSE THE SHIT OUT OF THEM EVERY CHANCE YOU HAVE .

MY STUFF...

I ASKED THIS FELLOW IF HE WOULD LOOK OUT FOR MY STUFF WHILE I HAD A PEE...THEN I GAVE HIM A GUN...JUST IN CASE .

NAMING YOUR VIBRATOR

NEVER LET YOUR GAL NAME HER VIBRATOR...THAT'S WHEN THE COMPETITION BEGINS .

DEAR FRIEND

ONE OF MY HOBBIES IS STUDYING A CREATURE COMMONLY REFEREED TO AS A SASQUATCH...IT IS AN ILLUSIVE CREATURE FOUND ALL OVER THE FUCKING PLACE...YET NOBODY HAS BEEN ABLE TO CAPTURE IT SINCE THE TURN OF THE 19 HUNDREDS...THE FUNNY THING IS...IT IS ILLEGAL TO KILL ONE IN CHINA , VARIOUS STATES IN AMERICA...AND IN OTHER COUNTRIES AROUND THE WORLD...YET THIS HAS NEVER SWAYED PEOPLE'S OPINION ON THE SUBJECT...THE FUCKERS SIMPLE DON'T EXIST !!! LOVE IS LIKE THE SASQUATCH...IT'S EXISTENCE MAKES US LOOK IGNORANT AND ARROGANT...BETTER JUST TO IGNORE TENS OF THOUSANDS OF RECORDED SIGHTINGS AND HOPE THE FUCKING THING GOES AWAY...LOVE FUCKS PEOPLE UP...AS DEEP DOWN INSIDE...THEY KNOW...WHATEVER IT IS THEY ARE PURSUING...IT SURELY  IS NOT LOVE...HAVE A NICE DAY...LOVE STU 

SPIDERMAN...AUGUST 23 2014

LIFE IS 90 % INTERPRETATION OF WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU...MAKE NO MISTAKE...SOME BECOME BETTER...SOME BECOME WORSE...BUT ALL CHANGE .

...AS FOR YOUR ENVIRONMENT...THIS IS YOUR TRAINING PATH .

dear friend

this may apply or maybe not...i am not the judge...however...if life has taught me one thing...it is to never trust the man who says and or does all the right things...it is always a way of covering up some really dark and or weird shit...i do not hope they get what they want any more than i hope i get what i want...may god have mercy on the one who gets what they want...you know...unless it lines up with the divine plan...luv stu  

HELL...THE NUDE BEACHES ARE FAMOUS AROUND THE WORLD .

DEAR FRIEND

THERE ARE VERY FEW PEOPLE , IF ANY...WHO DO NOT WANT LOVE...TAKING THE LOVE COMMANDMENT AND APPLYING IT TO ONES LIFE...THAT IS A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT STORY..." LOVE DOES NOT DEMAND ITS OWN WAY"... HUMMMM...THIS IS OPPOSED TO LOVE DOING NOTHING BUT DEMANDING ITS OWN WAY...THE BEAUTIFUL THING ABOUT LOVE...IS THAT IT IS BEAUTIFUL...AND BEAUTIFUL IS KIND , GENTLE AND SELFLESS...WHICH ELIMINATES JUST ABOUT ALL THE BULL SHIT WE GET ON T. V...LUV STU

THE LONG WAY HOME...AUGUST 2 2014

THE HARD ROAD IS USUALLY THE RIGHT ONE...AND NOT SIMPLY BECAUSE IT IS HARDER...BUT BECAUSE LOVE IS HARDER...SO IT WOULD ONLY STAND TO REASON...SO WOULD EVERYTHING ASSOCIATED WITH LOVE BE HARDER .

SHOW ME A SMILE...MARCH 1989

DECEMBER 1987...I WAS A SECURITY GUARD AT A LIQUOR STORE...IT WAS CHRISTMAS SO HALF THE CUSTOMERS HAD TO WAIT OUTSIDE WHILE THE OTHER HALF GOT THEIR BOOZE...SO WE HAD A SING SONG...EVERY FUCKING CUSTOMER , IF I REMEMBER CORRECTLY...AND LET ME JUST MENTION THIS...IT IS A LOT EASIER TO PART THE RED SEA...THAN IT IS TO GET PEOPLE SINGING AND LIVING IN HARMONY WITH EACH OTHER .

DEAR FRIEND

SANITY IS THE PRODUCT OF KNOWING THAT WE ARE SIMPLY STRANGERS IN THE LAND...OUR HEARTS EMBRACING AND INTERTWINED WITH WITH PURE , UNEQUIVOCAL LOVE WHILE OUR BODIES PLAY IN A PILE OF SHIT...PRETENDING THAT THEY ARE NOT AS FILTHY AS THEY REALLY ARE...IN REALITY...PAUL WAS COMPLETELY WRONG ABOUT THE HARVEST BEING BOUNTIFUL AND ALL THAT OTHER BULLSHIT...THE TRUTH IS...THE..." MANY ARE CALLED BUT FEW ARE CHOSEN " PEOPLE ARE THE WINNERS , HANDS DOWN...AND JUST FOR THE RECORD...YOU ARE ONE OF THE FEW SINCERE PEOPLE I HAVE EVER MET WHILE ON MY STAY IN THE VALLY OF THE IRATE SASQUATCH...GUARD YOUR SCARS WELL ,MY FRIEND...THEY ARE YOUR TICKET TO A BRIGHTER AND JOY FILLED TOMORROW...LOVE STU   

GODZILLA

WE KEEP ON TRYING TO FIND LOVE WHILE BEING SELFISH...AND WE KEEP ON TRYING TO BLOW UP GODZILLA...ALL JUST SHIT AND A WASTE OF TIME .

THE AVERAGE LIFE...

THE AVERAGE LIFE IS RESISTANCE TO LIFE .

1997 , MAINE...ON THE WAY TO SEE DYLAN

WE WERE SOMEWHERE IN MAINE...I SAW A SHEPHERD ABOUT 300 YARDS ON A FIELD TO THE LEFT...HE RAISED HIS HEAD...HIS EYES WERE FUCKED...ALL I COULD THINK OF WAS...THAT FUCKER IS GOING TO ATTACK THIS CAR...SURE AS SHIT...HE DID...RAN STRAIGHT INTO AN AUTOMOBILE GOING 80 MILES PER HOUR OR MORE...THE DRIVER DIDN'T SEE IT COMING...I LOOKED OUT OF THE REAR WINDOW AND ALL I COULD SEE WAS THIS GERMAN SHEPHERD , LIMPING AWAY WITH A DISGUSTED LOOK ON HIS FACE...JUST THEN...A FLOCK OF SWANS FLEW BY  .

BE COMMITTED

BE COMMITTED...AND NOT JUST TO FUCKING PEOPLE AROUND .

ELSHADDI...NOVEMBER 1988

THE MORE WE SET OUT TO JUDGE ANOTHER...THE MORE LOST WE BECOME...POINTING YOUR FINGER...BLOCKS OUT THE SUN.

MERCY WORKS ON SO MANY LEVELS...MERCY UNLEASHES A PERFECT BEAST...THAT HEALS AND OBLITERATES ALL AT THE SAME TIME .  

THE COFFEE SHOP...

I ASKED THIS FELLOW IF HE WOULD LOOK OUT FOR MY STUFF WHILE I HAD A PEE...THEN I GAVE HIM A GUN...JUST IN CASE .

SMILE...AND HAVE A NICE DAY

RELIGION IS PEOPLE WITHOUT THEIR HUMANITY...SO SMILE...AND HAVE A NICE DAY !!! 

NOTHING LIKE COMBINING EXERCISE AND GOOD CLEAN FUN

LISTEN TO YOUR HEART...JUNE 1989

IT IS THE HEART THAT TOUCHES THE DIVINE...THE MIND ONLY PAINTS A FAINTED AND RUSTED OUT PICTURE...IF LOVE CANNOT LEAD YOU SOMEWHERE...THEN SOMEWHERE ISN'T WORTH GOING TO .

DEAR FRIEND

LOVE IS EVERYWHERE...AT LEAST IN THIS DIMENSION...THE ISSUE IS...AS THE RAIN OF LOVE COMES POURING DOWN UPON US...ARE WE USING AN UMBRELLA ??? AS THE LIGHT OF LOVE SHINES UPON US...ARE OUR EYES OPEN OR CLOSED...AS THE POWER OF LOVE TURNS A HEART OF STONE TO FLESH...ARE WE DUMPING THE PROVERBIAL DUMP TRUCK OF CEMENT INTO OUR SOULS...HUMMMM...SMELLS LIKE FRIED CHICKEN !!! LOVE STU    

THE REASON

WHY DOES A DOG BARK AT YOU THROUGH THE WINDOW ??? SIMPLE...NO FUCKING REASON...AND LET THIS BE A LESSON TO YOU ALL...YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVE A REASON TO DO ANYTHING...IN FACT...IT MIGHT EVEN BE TO YOUR ADVANTAGE...IF CONTEMPLATING A RATIONAL TRAIN OF THOUGHT IS THE LAST THING ON YOUR MIND...JUST...FUCK OFF...BURY YOUR BRAINS...THROW CAUTION TO THE WIND...AND DO WHATEVER IN THE FUCK YOU SO DESIRE .

REALITY , WHAT A CONCEPT PART 2...NOVEMBER 1988

SO I RAN INTO ONE OF MY OLD FRIENDS FROM CAMP...I LEFT HER SIDE SINGING ONE OF MY FAVORITE CAMP SONGS...she was and is quite inspirational...I BOUGHT AN OLD SECOND HAND RECORD...TOOK IT HOME...AND GUESS WHAT SONG JUST HAPPENED TO BE INCLUDED ???  NO SHIT...I HAD NOT A FUCKING CLUE .

THERE IS SOMETHING GUIDING US...if we allow it to...THAT IS FAR MORE REAL THAN ANYTHING WE COULD EVER IMAGINE...A SPIRITUAL RIVER AND A SPIRITUAL TIDE...WORKING TOGETHER TO BRING US HOME...AND ALL THOSE LITTLE HOMES ALONG THE WAY .

EVIL...JUNE 1989

OUR POTENTIAL BEAUTY IS FOUND IN HOW WE REACT TO EVIL...LIFE IS 10 % WHAT HAPPENS TO US...AND 90 % HOW WE RESPOND TO IT .

NO EXCUSES...

IF YOU WANT TO BE ONE OF THOSE INTEGRAL PEOPLE WHO HAVE NO EXCUSES...JUST CHANGE THE DEFINITION OF WHAT AN EXCUSE IS .

DEAR FRIEND

IF ONLY LOVE IS REAL...THEN IT STANDS TO REASON THAT EVERYTHING NOT CONCEIVED AND BIRTHED IN LOVE...IS AN ILLUSION...THAT IS TO SAY...IS NOT REALLY THERE...AND THIS GIVES US A WHOLE NEW PERSPECTIVE ON WHAT THE UNIVERSE IS AND IS NOT...LUV STU

CONFUCIUS...UNEDITED VERSION

IF YOU WANT TO SUCK A DICK...YOU GOT TO GROW SOME BALLS .

sweet freedom...october 1988

wanna see how vicious people can be ???? expose yourself...be vulnerable...SWEET FREEDOM , MY FUCKING ASS...PEOPLE OBEY THEIR LUSTS LIKE CAVEMEN OBEY THEIR QUEST FOR FIRE...INDEED...ONLY THE CHAINED TO LOVE ARE REALLY FREE...and that ain't a lot .

DEAR FRIEND

LOVE IS LIKE A RIVER...DAM IT UP AND IT WILL GROW STALE AND POISONOUS...INDEED...THAT LOVE YOU REFER TO...IT ONLY GROWS AS WE GIVE IT AWAY...IT SEEMS , ON MANY LEVELS...WE ONLY HAVE WHAT WE GIVE AWAY...GOD POURS IT INTO US...SURE AS SHIT...THEN IT IS OUR CHOICE TO STRANGLE IT...OR ALLOW IT TO GROW AND BECOME...LUV STU 

THE CUP OF COFFEE

AFTER I ARTICULATED MY SERMON...THIS YOUNG MAN APPROACHED ME...THREATENED TO KILL ME...SO I DID WHAT CAME NATURAL...I INVITED HIM OUT FOR A COFFEE...I POLITELY ASKED MY "BODYGUARDS" TO DEPART...WE MEANDERED ACROSS THE STREET...AND THERE HE WAS TO TELL ME ONE OF THE MOST HORRIFIC STORIES THAT I HAD EVER HEARD...THAT IS TO SAY...ADDICTED TO EVERY DRUG THERE WAS ON THE STREET...( OR CLOSE TO IT )...ORGIES WITH HIS MOTHER FROM FIVE ONWARD...FUCK KNOWS WHAT KIND OF VIOLENCE...AND SO IT GOES .

DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW CHURCH LAWS AND BULLSHIT JUST DON'T FIT HIS SITUATION...SHIT...WALKING ACROSS THE STREET WITHOUT GETTING HIT BY A CAR WAS AN AMAZING FEET FOR THIS YOUNG MAN...

...AND MY POINT : ABSTRACT THOUGHT IS NOT YOUR ENEMY...YOUR ONLY REAL ENEMY...IS A LACK OF LOVE .

MORE ABOUT FEELINGS...JULY 1989

I EMBRACED MY FEELINGS...SAT DOWN , WE DID...AND HAD A CHAT...THEN WALKED ON INTO THE PATH OF REALITY , TRUTH AND LOVE...MY FEELINGS SCATTERED...SOME JOINED THE RIDE...SOME RAN AWAY...FUCK KNOWS WHAT SOME OF THEM DID...BUT IT ALL WAS FINE .

FREE TO BE YOU AND ME...JULY 1989

IT IS NOT THAT RELIGION TAKES OUR FREEDOM AWAY THAT BOTHERS ME...IT'S THAT THE FUCKERS LIE ABOUT WHAT'S GOING ON .

WHAT HAPPENS WHEN GEESE GET NO NOOKY

JESUS CARES...APRIL 1989

IF YOU ARE STRONG ENOUGH TO SEPARATE YOURSELF FROM THE INFINITE POWER OF LOVE...THEN YOUR STRENGTH HAS CRIPPLED YOU .

WALK ON

BOSTON

I FOUND A MEAT PIE THAT LOOKED JUST LIKE JESUS...SO I DROVE TO BOSTON AND PLACED IT IN THE WINDOW OF A BAKERY...JUST TO GIVE IT A SUPER HUMAN PLACE IN THE UNIVERSE .

DEAR FRIEND

SURROUNDING YOURSELF BY LOVE...IS NOT AN ATTEMPT TO  AVOID THE REALITIES OF LIFE...SURROUNDING YOURSELF BY LOVE...FIRST OF ALL...IS A LIFE TIME OF HARD WORK THAT WILL PROBABLY PUT YOU IN AN EARLY GRAVE...SECONDLY...IT IS OUR MANDATE TO DEVELOP HEALTHY , GOOD-HEARTED COMMUNITY THAT CAN NOT ONLY NURTURE WITHIN...BUT SEEK TO NURTURE THE WEAK AND LOST AS WELL...NO , INDEED...LOVE IS TO COAGULATE AND THEN LOVE IS TO EXTEND...FOR LOVE TO NOT BE IN PROPER RELATIONSHIP...IS FOR IT TO BECOME LIKE A POISONOUS SWAMP...YOU KNOW...LIKE CHURCH...LUV STU 

DEAR FRIEND

FOR THE MOST PART...IN TERMS OF PRACTICAL APPLICATION...FEAR...AMONG OTHER THINGS...IS THE EXACT OPPOSITE OF LOVE...MY EXPERIENCE IN ANY TYPE OF COMMUNITY...IF LOVE IS NOT IN COMPLETE OPERATION...ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS ADD ONE OUNCE OF FEAR...AND THINGS ARE BROKEN INTO LITTLE PIECES...HUMMM...HAVE A LOVELY DAY...LUV STU

P.S.

FEAR NOT .

RELATIONSHIPS...

RELATIONSHIPS ARE LIKE GOLDFISH...YOU GOTTA KEEP CHANGING THE FUCKING WATER .

LOVE INTO BALANCE...FEBRUARY 1989

WHAT IS LOVE ??? IF YOU BASE LOVE ON EMOTIONS YOU HAVE MISSED THE POINT...AMONG OTHER THINGS...LOVE BRINGS ALL INTO BALANCE...OUR FEARS OUR SEXUALITY...OUR ENTIRE PERSONHOOD...FINDS A NEW PERSPECTIVE WITHIN OUR SOUL .

DEAR FRIEND

RELIGION IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN GOD IS NOT THERE AND WE ATTEMPT TO CONTRIVE GOD BY OUR OWN INITIATIVE...HOWEVER...NOT ALL OF THESE PEOPLE ARE SELF SEEKING PRICKS...AND...AS AN END RESULT...WE DO FIND PIECES OF TRUTH WITHIN THE CONFINES OF ORGANIZED RELIGION...THAT IS TO SAY...RELIGION IS LIKE AN AUTOMOBILE...THAT DOESN'T PERFORM THE WAY IT SHOULD...LUV STU

HOW DO YOU SEE ME...DECEMBER 1988

OUR JOY IS FOUND IN VULNERABILITY...COINCIDENTALLY...SO IS OUR FEAR...FEAR WILL WIN OUT FOR MOST PEOPLE...AS FOR THE OTHERS...THEY HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO SHINE LIKE THE MOON...SPECIFICALLY THE MOON , THAT IS...AS WE ...IN OUR GREATEST BEAUTY...REFLECT A MUCH HIGHER LOVE .

DEAR FRIEND

THE IDEA OF COMMUNITY FOR MOST PEOPLE...IS A PLACE WHERE PEOPLE STRIVE FOR POWER...KEY ELEMENTS...DECEIT...MANIPULATION AND JUDGEMENT...THE FACT THAT WE COULD HAVE BEEN THROWN OUT OF you know where FOR EVEN A MINOR INFRACTION IS A WONDERFUL EXAMPLE OF SUCH BEHAVIOR...FEAR BREEDS ALL SORTS OF SHIT...KNOWING THAT PEOPLE WILL CRUCIFY YOU FOR THEOLOGICAL DISAGREEMENTS WILL BREED THE VERY BEHAVIOR THEY ARE CLAIMING THEY DESIRE TO DEAL WITH...IN A NUT SHELL...FEAR IS THE OPPOSITE OF LOVE...AND FEAR IS THE SAME AS RELIGION . 

P.S.

I HAVE DISCOVERED THAT SELF RIGHTEOUS JUDGEMENT IS ALWAYS THE RESULT OF SOME SORT OF COVER-UP...LUV STU .

THE WONDERFUL WORLD OF SEX

THERE ARE SOME WHO BELIEVE JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING SEXUAL IS WRONG...OTHERS...JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING SEXUAL IS RIGHT...THEN THERE IS THE ODD PERSON...WHO BELIEVES BOTH AT THE SAME TIME...WE REFER TO THESE PEPLE AS...WELL...HOW ABOUT...UNREASONABLE .

LOVE / FAITH...JULY 1989

PEOPLE DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING OR WHY THEY ARE DOING IT...BUT THEY CAN LOVE...AND IF THAT DOESN'T SET THEM BACK ON THE PATH...THEN NOTHING WILL .

FLARMOLOGY DICTIONARY...DIRTY

SOMETHING YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND...THREATENS YOU...YOU HAVE NO KNOWLEDGE OF...OR , POSSIBLY...ONCE IN A WHILE...IS NOT CLEAN.

DEAR FRIEND

SELF DISCOVERY...TAKES A LOT OF BALLS...IT ALSO TAKES A COMMUNITY TO BE BEHIND YOU WITH LOVE , ACCEPTANCE AND FORGIVENESS...community test...CAN YOU SAY ANYTHING , PUBLICLY...ABOUT YOURSELF...AND BE EMBRACED FULLY AND COMPLETELY ??? LUV STU

ONLY LOVE GROWS HEALING.

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU TELL THE TRUTH

dear friend

we are where we are for a reason...our biggest issue is probably that , if we are not dancing on the floor we believe we should be dancing...the universe is an unfair place...the truth of the matter is that the universe was designed by a brilliant teacher for a specific reason...best to learn from the ride than to attempt to hop onto another elevator...as for jesus making things worse...sometimes things have to be blown to rat shit before they can come together and manifest themselves in their most beautiful manifestation...luv stu

BULL TERRIER

MY BULL TERRIER JUST ATE MY UNCLE...HE GETS AN EXTRA MILK BONE TONIGHT .

LOVE AND DARWINISM

if your dog runs out in front of a car and gets hit...WHAT YOU DON'T DO IS TELL IT THAT IT DESERVES WHAT IT GOT BECAUSE HE IS A DUMB FUCKING DOG...NO , YOU CRY...SHOW PAIN...HURT...and what does this prove ??? LOVE IS STRONGER THAN DARWINISM .

hell is...

HELL IS THE PERFECT PLACE FOR A WEENY ROAST .

eternal love of the cross...july 1989

what you see is not REAL...what it is , however , is a reflection of what  is real...GOD'S LOVE FOR US IS REAL...AND IT STRETCHES ACROSS ETERNITY .

HONESTY...FEBRUARY 2989

IT IS NOT THAT THE LIES ARE SO BAD...though they are...IT IS THE ARROGANCE , SELF RIGHTEOUSNESS...AND JUDGEMENT THAT ARE INEVITABLY USED TO COVER THEM...THAT RIPS ONES WORLD APART .

REALITY , WHAT A CONCEPT PART 4...THE COCKROACH

NEXT TIME YOU FUCK UP...REMEMBER THIS...THE COCKROACH NEVER FUCKS UP .

LEAN ON ME...FEBRUARY 1989

IT IS GOOD THAT PEOPLE APPLY THEIR KNOWLEDGE TO SITUATIONS IN LIFE...WHAT IS NOT SO GOOD IS THAT MOST OF THAT KNOWLEDGE IS REALLY FUCKED UP .

WE NEED FRIENDS .

LOVE / LOVE...JULY 1989

LIFE BEGINS TO UNFOLD WHEN WE DISCOVER THAT WE LOVE ANOTHER MORE THAN OURSELVES...EVERYTHING POINTS US INTO THIS DIRECTION...OUR JOY...OUR INTUITION...EVEN OUR PAIN...( THOUGH THE PAIN WE ENCOUNTER WHEN WE ROB A BANK AND GET  CAUGHT...REALLY DOESN'T COUNT A LOT )...anyway...LOVE IS THE WAY...THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE .  

DEAR FRIEND

I HAVE BEEN STUDYING COMPARATIVE RELIGION  LATELY...AND IT STRIKES ME THAT THEY JUST ABOUT ALL HAVE THE SAME PITFALL IN COMMON...THAT IS , THEY BELIEVE THAT IF THEY CAN DEVELOP THE RIGHT BOX FOR THE ALL MIGHTY...HE WILL CLIMB IN...SHUT UP...AND EVERYTHING WILL SOMEHOW MAGICALLY COME TOGETHER...TWO ISSUES HERE...FIRST...WE JUST AIN'T SMART ENOUGH TO BUILD SUCH A CONTRAPTION...SECONDLY...I DON'T THINK THAT IS HIS GIG ANYWAY...GOD IS LOVE...AND THE IRONY OF THE WHOLE THING IS...LOVE RIPS THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ALL RELIGIOUS PARADIGMS...LUV STU 

WHEN THERE IS NOTHING TO BLOW...USE YOUR FINGERS

RIGHT TO LIE...

NOBODY HAS BOUGHT THE RIGHT TO LIE .

DEAR FRIEND

YOU KNOW , I JUST WATCHED A SHOW LAST NIGHT WHERE THE WORLD HAD TO BE RE-BIRTHED BECAUSE IT FELL INTO THE HANDS OF EVIL PEOPLE...POINT...FUCK KNOWS WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN AND HOW IT WILL HAPPEN...I THINK IN THE MEAN TIME...WE SHOULD TRY OUR BEST TO JUST ENJOY THE RIDE...LUV STU

JER. CHAPTER 13...JULY 1989

LIFE IS THERE TO EXPLORE...TO FUCK UP AND SUCH...then along comes religion...the one who steps outside those parameters...IS DOOMED...THEIR WORTH IS QUESTIONED...AND JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE SMART ENOUGH TO CHANGE THE RULES EVERY 50 YEARS OR SO...DOESN'T MAKE ANY FUCKING DIFFERENCE .

IT IS BETTER TO FUCK UP AND BE IN LIFE...TO HAVE NO MARKS AGAINST YOU...AND HAVE NEVER TASTED THIS UNIVERSE .

DEAR FRIEND

MOST CHRISTIAN FOLK BELIEVE THAT THE WORLD IS COMING TO AN END...YOU KNOW...THEY HAVE BEEN SAYING THIS FOR 2000 YEARS NOW...MAYBE THEY ARE RIGHT...WHO THE FUCK KNOWS...BUT MAYBE...WE ARE IN THE INFANCY STAGES OF OUR DEVELOPMENT...THINK ABOUT IT...THIS , TO SAY THE LEAST...IS NOT A PRETTY PICTURE TO PRESENT TO GOD THE FATHER...IT IS MORE LIKE A SHIT HOLE...ANYWAY...TIME WILL TELL...HAVE A NICE DAY...LUV STU

WALLS AND BRIDGES...PART 2 / BRIDGES...JULY 1989

YOU ARE UNIQUE...NOW STOP HURTING THOSE YOU CONSIDER NOT UNIQUE...NO MORE GASSING FOR UNIQUENESS .

masturbation is like pizza...

my goal in life...to ride through the bible belt with a bumper sticker that reads...MASTURBATION IS LIKE PIZZA...EVEN WHEN IT IS BAD...IT'S GOOD .

BITCHOLOGY 101

IT IS BAD ENOUGH THAT WE BITCH AND COMPLAIN ABOUT ANOTHER'S FAULTS...BUT WHEN WE BITCH AND COMPLAIN ABOUT OUR OWN FAULTS...AND PRETEND THEY ARE SOMEONE ELSE'S...WELL...THAT IS REALLY WEIRD .

JULY 1989...HOPE / LOVE

WITHOUT LOVE...THERE IS NO HOPE...JUST MEANINGLESS BULLSHIT THAT HAS TO BE SHOVELED EVERY DAY .
GOD GAVE YOU HIS WORLD TO EMBRACE...BUT SOME OF IT CAN FUCK YOU UP WITHOUT BLINKING AN ASS HOLE...SO TAKE IT ALL IN STRIDE .

EVERY STORY...TELLS A PEOPLE .

SELAH 1994-1999

IT IS A COMMONLY KNOWN FACT THAT BETWEEN THESE YEARS...THE CHURCH COMMONLY REFERRED TO AS...SELAH...DRANK MORE ALCOHOL THAN ANY OTHER CHURCH ON THE ENTIRE PLANET .

HENCE , THE NICK-NAME...CHURCH OF THE SACRED DRUNKEN LOOSIE GOOSEY .

SIN...THE UNTOLD STORY...JULY 1989

PEOPLE'S RELIGION ALLOWS THEM TO HEAR ANYTHING THEY SO PLEASE...EVEN WHAT IS ACTUALLY BEING SAID FROM TIME TO TIME .

DEAR FRIEND

EVERY JOURNEY NEEDS , SPECIFICALLY...ONE THING...FEET...THE JOURNEY INTO THE HEART OF LOVE MAY BEGIN IN THE SPIRIT...BUT IT QUICKLY GETS TRANSLATED INTO MOVING ONE FOOT AHEAD OF ANOTHER...UNTIL WE REACH SOME SPECIFIC DESTINATION OR ANOTHER...POINT...IF OUR FEET ARE ON THE RIGHT TRACK...THEN WE WON'T HAVE TO WORRY SO MUCH ABOUT THE REST OF US...THAT IS TO SAY...FOR BETTER OR WORSE...WHERE WE ARE AT...IS A REFLECTION OF WHO WE ARE...LUV STU  

SUMMER CAMPING 1978 - 1987

THIS KID SNUGGLES UNDER THE COVERS WITH THIS YOUNG LADY DURING CHAPEL TIME...AND THE DARLING LITTLE THING GIVES HIM A HAND JOB...NOW , MAYBE I AM NAIVE OR SOMETHING...BUT ISN'T THIS JUST A TAD BIT INAPPROPRIATE ??? 

ANYWAY , THE WORLD SURVIVED AND HE HAS AN INTERESTING STORY TO TELL THE GRAND KIDS .

L.O.V.E.

BEFORE WE CONCLUDE THAT LOVE CAN'T SAVE THE WORLD...SOMEONE HAS TO TRY IT .

BELIEVE...

YOU KNOW...MOST OF THE SHIT WE BELIEVE...WE SIMPLY BELIEVE TO EXPLAIN SOME QUESTIONS WE DON'T HAVE THE PROPER INSIGHT TO ANSWER...LIKE , FOR EXAMPLE...YOU HAVE SOME TYPE OF EARTH SHATTERING SPIRITUAL  EXPERIENCE...AND YOU ATTRIBUTE IT TO BEING RELATED TO YOUR MOTHER- IN- LAW BEING A WHORE...JUST BECAUSE IT MAKES YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE...AND GIVES YOU A REASON TO KICK HER IN THE TEETH...GET IT ??? 

LIARS...

ONE THING I NOTICED ABOUT LIARS...IF YOU ASK THEM IF THEY , IN FACT...ARE LIARS...THEY WILL FUCKING LIE TO YOU .

THE CABBAGE IN THE PALE MOONLIGHT

A 50 DOLLAR BILL...OR A BOX OF CHOCOLATES...PROSTITUTION IS PROSTITUTION...THEN THERE IS THAT CABBAGE IN THE PALE MOONLIGHT .

DEAR FRIEND

YEA , WE THINK THAT THE FRICTION WE HAVE WITH THE OLD WAYS...HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH HORSES AND BUGGIES AND SHIT LIKE THAT...TRUTH OF THE MATTER IS...THE OLD WAYS ARE PATTERNS WE FIND WITHIN OURSELVES THAT NEED TO BE REPLACED WITH NEW WAYS OF DOING THINGS...THING IS...MOST PEOPLE NEVER GET TO THE PLACE WHERE THEY SEE THESE THINGS...AND IF THEY EVER DO...THEY GO TO BATTLE WITH THEM...OPPOSED TO SHINING GOD'S LIGHT UPON THEM AND HAVING THEM BECOME REDEEMED CHARACTERISTICS...IT JUST SEEMS SO MUCH MORE RIGHTEOUS TO THROW STONES AT THE ADULTERER...THAN IT DOES TO SEE HIM AS SOMEONE WITH LOVE MISPLACED...ANYWAY...HAVE A GREAT DAY...LUV STU

HOMOSEXUALS IN THE WILD , WILD WEST...

THE HOMOSEXUALS IN THE WILD , WILD WEST...WERE FASTER ON THEIR HORSES THAN THE HETEROSEXUALS .

SHIT IS SHIT...

SHIT IS SHIT...NO MATTER WHO SMOKES IT .

DEAR FRIEND...(THE TYPE-O)

YES , INDEED , WE ARE MADE IN THE IMAGE OF GOD...I AM NOT SURE I UNDERSTAND THE NEXT PART..." IT'S GREAT WE HAVE FA "...HOWEVER , I HAVE A LOT OF CONFIDENCE IN YOU AS A PERSON...SO I WILL SPREAD THE WORD THAT "FA" IS THE BEST THING SINCE SLICED BREAD...HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GREAT DAY...LUV STU

I HOPE IT IS LEGAL

DEAR FRIEND

ACCORDING TO PSYCHOLOGY...WE ARE IMPRINTED BY THE AGE OF FIVE...AND AFTER THAT WE SIMPLY PLAY THE PATTERN OUT UNTIL THE DAY WE DIE...SCREW THAT...THAT IS NO WAY TO LIVE... ROUGHLY TRANSLATED...OUR SPIRITUAL EXISTENCE...LOVE...MUST BE POWERFUL ENOUGH TO BREATH NEW LIFE INTO OUR INDIVIDUAL LITTLE UNIVERSES...EXPANDING OUR REALITY AND OPENING NEW OPPORTUNITIES AND DOORS...LUV STU

DEAR FRIEND...

WHICH BRINGS US TO THE CHOSEN FEW...SO TO SPEAK...THOSE WE TRUST ENOUGH TO NOT NEED BOUNDARIES WITH...THOSE WHO LOVE US AS MUCH AS THEY LOVE THEMSELVES...THE TRUE HUMAN BEINGS...THING IS...WE ARE SO UNDEREXPOSED TO THESE PEOPLE WE MAY BE  MADE NERVOUS BY THEM...FREAKED OUT AND RUN FOR COVER...DON'T LET THIS HAPPEN...LUV STU 

the yeti...

when i found the corpse of the yeti...his ass hole was still warm .

TRUTH

THERE ARE TWO WAYS TO GET INTO HISTORY BOOKS...ONE...SPEAK TRUTH....TWO...KICK THE FUCK OUT OF EVERYONE WHO GETS IN YOUR WAY.

NEIL YOUNG...NEW ALBUM

NEIL YOUNG POSSIBLY IS THE ONLY PERSON IN THE KNOWN UNIVERSE WHO CAN SPEND DECADES COMPLAINING ABOUT THE SOUND QUALITY OF MUSIC...THEN RECORD AN ENTIRE FUCKING ALBUM IN A " PHONE BOOTH "...AND HAVE IT MAKE COMPLETELY GOOD SENSE...AND WHAT IS EVEN MORE INTERESTING...IT IS THE COOLEST THING IN THE RECORD STORES SO FAR THIS YEAR .

DEAR FRIEND

FOR MYSELF...THE PROBLEM IS NOT THE WORD UNCONDITIONAL BUT THE PROBLEM IS HOW EXACTLY DOES UNCONDITIONAL PLAY OUT IN SUCH A FILTHY WORLD...SOME PEOPLE ARE DANGEROUS...AND TO HAVE THEM DEEP WITHIN YOUR SOUL IS A FORM OF SUICIDE...MY RESPONSE TO THAT IS HAVING BOUNDARIES...BUT BOUNDARIES DO NOT MEAN YOU HAVE TO JUDGE THE WORTH OF ANOTHER SOUL...BOUNDARIES SIMPLY MEAN THAT IF SOMEONE ENTERS THE HAMBURGER JOINT AND OPEN FIRES...YOU DUCK...LUV STU

HELL IS A PERFECT PLACE FOR...

HELL IS THE PERFECT PLACE FOR A WEENY ROAST .

REALITY RETURNS...JULY 1989

OUR SUBSTITUTE FOR LOVE...IS PRETENDING CERTAIN QUALITIES ARE NOT THERE...AND THIS DOES NOT WORK...EMBRACE AND WORK THROUGH .

DEAR FRIEND

MORE THAN EVERYTHING...LOVE HAS TO BE COURAGEOUS...THEY WILL TAKE EVERYTHING BEAUTIFUL AWAY...AND LEAVE YOU BLEEDING ON THE CARPET...LOVE SAYS...FUCK IT...I WILL LOVE ANYWAY...EVEN IF I HAVE TO BLEED TO DEATH THROUGH MY ASS HOLE...I SHALL LOVE REGARDLESS...WITH MY LEFT HAND RAISED IN THE AIR...AND MY RIGHT HOLDING A CUP OF DARK ROAST COFFEE...I WILL FORGIVE THESE MOTHER FUCKERS AND LOVE FULLY AND COMPLETELY...BUT WHATEVER YOU DO...DON'T EVER PRETEND THAT THE MOTHER FUCKERS ARE NOT MOTHER FUCKERS...THAT IS LIKE GOING INTO BATTLE WITH A CHOCOLATE BAR...LUV STU 

MY PROSTITUTE...

MY PROSTITUTE THINKS I'M A WHORE .

SHIT-OLOGY...THE STUDY OF WHAT HAPPENS AROUND US

O.K...MILLIONS OF PEOPLE READ THIS PARTICULAR BOOK AND BELIEVED THAT THE AUTHOR WAS LEGITIMATE...I READ A FEW PARAGRAPHS AND REALIZED THAT THIS FELLOW WAS UP TO NO GOOD WHAT SO EVER...AND DO YOU KNOW HOW THIS MAKES ME FEEL ??? LONELY...IF YOU CAN'T SEE WHEN YOU ARE BEING TAKEN...YOU CAN'T SEE WHEN YOU ARE BEING LOVED.

THE LOVE COMMANDMENT IS BRUTAL...AND HARD HITTING...IT REVEALS THE NATURE OF MAN...AND IT TAKES NO PRISONERS...OF COURSE , I WILL BE SEEN AS AN ASS HOLE AND A SHIT DISTURBER...TRUTH FUCKS UP EVERYTHING...IT IS IT'S NATURE...WHY ??? SIMPLE...TRUTH IS LIGHT...AND WHEN LITE IS SHINED UPON A SHIT-FACED WORLD...WHAT ELSE CAN IT DO ???

STILL SMALL VOICE...JULY 19 2014

FOR BETTER OR WORSE...IT IS OUR NEUROTIC VOICE THAT DOMINATES THE AIRWAVES WITHIN OUR HEART AND SOUL...AS OUR PSYCHOLOGY AND OUR SPIRITS HEAL...WE BECOME MORE AND MORE OPEN TO THE ETERNAL VOICE OF LOVE .

LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD...JULY 26 2014

EVERY PERSON IS TWO PEOPLE...THE ONE THEY PROJECT AND THE ONE THEY ARE...IT IS OUR RESPONSIBILITY TO MARRY THESE TWO PEOPLE TOGETHER...THE FALSE IDENTITY...SIMPLY WILL NOT WORK . 

IF YOU FIND GOD...I WILL GIVE YOU A MILK BONE .

THE LONG WAY HOME...AUGUST 2 2014

WHAT IS REAL IS WHAT IS FROM THE SPIRITUAL WORLD...SO OUR MANDATE IS TO REACH IN AND PULL OUT OF A DISTANT UNIVERSE...LOVE...HERE WE KEEP IT...BY LETTING EVERYTHING GO .

VERY STRANGE...BUT EVERYTHING REAL...IS A PARADOX .

ROAD OF LIFE...SEPTEMBER 1988 / JUNE 1989

THERE IS NOTHING UPON OUR ROAD...THAT IS NOT THERE TO TEACH US...LIFE IS GOD'S CHALK BOARD...AND DON'T EXPECT TO MOVE FORWARD UNTIL THE LESSON IS LEARNED .

FINE LINE BETWEEN LOVE AND HATE...AUGUST 1989

THE QUESTION IS...DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT THE SAME TIDE THAT GIVES LIFE TO SOME SPECIES...DROWNS OTHERS ??? IT IS NOT SO MUCH WHAT IS HAPPENING...BUT WHO YOU ARE WHILE IT IS HAPPENING .

WISDOM :

IF YOU EVER TRY TO DRINK A BEER WITH YOUR PENIS...MAKE SURE IT IS NOT IN A PUBLIC PLACE .

DEAR FRIEND

THE THING ABOUT LEONARD THAT HAS TO BE TAKEN INTO CONSIDERATION IS THAT HE IS A TEACHER OF THE WORD...not A PROPHET...AND , AS A RESULT...DOES NOT , BY HIS VERY NATURE...CARVE HIS WAY INTO THE DEPTHS OF THE HUMAN CONDITION...ROUGHLY TRANSLATED...PEOPLE CAN SIT THERE...TAKE THEIR FUCKING NOTES...SCRATCH THEIR NUTS...AND IN NO WAY HAVE TO FEEL COMPELLED TO TAKE IT PERSONALLY IF THEY DO NOT FEEL SO INCLINED...AS FOR ME...SOME GUY WHO I HAD NEVER MET IN MY LIFE...( OR SO I THOUGHT ) GAVE ME MY FIRST SET OF LEONARD EVANS TAPES FOR NO APPARENT REASON...AND I HAVE BEEN THANKFUL FOR THAT DAY EVER SINCE . 

LOVE STU

EBOLA

WILL EBOLA WIPE US ALL OUT LIKE AN OVER-SIZED HERD OF DO-DO BIRDS ??? FUCK KNOWS...ALL I CAN TELL YOU FOR SURE  ARE TWO THINGS...1...THE UNIVERSE WOULD PROBABLY BE BETTER OFF WITHOUT US...AND 2...LET'S JUST HOPE THAT GOD IS TOO BUSY PLAYING WITH HIS PET RATS OR WHATEVER...TO NOTICE THAT WE JUST AREN'T VERY NICE TO EACH OTHER .

what are they doing and why are they doing it ???