May 31

mammon - may 28 2011

the average human...with money :

1-a perverse heart
2-enters money
3-ability to manifest the perversion
4-environment now reflects state of heart
5-not responsible for consequences
6-others will pay
7-institutionalization of  the situations...that is...rituals...patterns and habits replace pure authentic love

there is a better way :

1-embrace LOVE
2-love is the pathway to all truth...learn and follow
3-you live love
4-enters money
5-environment begins to reflect this
6-others benefit
7-organic...authentic life 

WHERE YOUR HEART IS...THERE YOUR POCKET BOOK WILL BE

nuts

the year...1990...my roommate turned out to be more than slightly insane...so i asked him to leave at the end of the month...three in the morning i hear someone on the phone...i figure he is making another long distance phone call...(stiff me with the bill kinda thing)...he is talking to this girl from truro...telling her what he is going to do with some naked lady who is apparently in my living room...i get out of bed and the confrontation begins...he screams and yells and charges me...i cock my right fist back and he yells again...this time in fear...he runs downstairs right through an antique door...he says..."please don't hit me"...i tell him shut up...and i attempt to help him up...(he awoke my downstairs neighbors)...he runs out the door into the night...i go upstairs and the naked girl is now wearing clothes...i apologize and ask her if i can drive her home...when i return...there is my roommate...with the police...he is accusing me of murdering the girl...i explain what happened to the cops...the big cop says..."i'm no rocket scientist...but i think i can figure this one out"...he takes my roommate and fires him into the back of the paddy wagon...next day at work...my roommate makes an appearance...i tell him that i will help him through certain issues if he wants...he just looks at me and says..."who are you to judge me???"...the end .

i will follow april 16 2011

how does one betray one who loves them???

1-form a relationship
2-about self...though usually seems otherwise at first
3-challenged
4-house of sand...love is the only solid foundation
5-the more "in the wrong" the person is...the more they will attack after the division
6-justify
7-bastardize
8-change the facts
9-proceed with the rest of their lives


in essence...a relationship all goes to shit immediately...it just takes time to reveal all things...but this is not what we desire...LOVE MUST RULE!!!

1-form a relationship
2-god is in the midst
3-challenged
4-house built on rock
5-communication-humility
                          -transparency
                          -passion for truth
6-understanding
7-embracing
8-things clarified...lessons learned
9-move on

"what god brings together...let no one take apart"

use or be used - sept . 4 2010

most are happy to use or be used...this is what we refer to as a "successful marriage"...anyway...the shit really hits the fan when both want to use...or both want to be used...now...come divorce court...it is never put in these terms...there is always some piece of bullshit that hides the terrible ugly truth...sad...maybe if the truth could actually be embraced...there could be the possibility of healing...luv stu

dynamics :

1-a hole is created within
2-needs manifest
3-all is distorted to pretend this is a good thing...opposed to neurotic
4-"fall in love"
5-works for a while because needs are being met
6-truth rears its ugly head
7-choices to be made-justify
                               -blame
                               -leave
                               -become numb
                               -become aware and grow and learn

live luv

your lucky day???

now...on the "live love" blog...stu's book...BASTARD WINDOWS...and it is no longer upside down!!! or...if you want your own copy...(and i hope you do)...buy it on AMAZON . COM...(under books)...luv stu

May 26