things not unrelated to the previous part 3

so there i am staring at a picture on my wall during a quiet time of meditation...i say to myself..."i hate that fucking picture"...immediately...it falls off and breaks...as for two other pictures on my wall...well...they switched places...possibly at the same time...fucked , eh??? luv stu

things not unrelated to the previous part 2

on our annual retreat...i forgot my winter hat...thing is...it just happened to be in my travel bag anyway...easy mistake to make , right??? come the end of the week...i couldnt find my hat...and felt impressed not even to look...got home...and there it was exactly where i left it on my desk...(oh yes...i had a second hat...one for casual wear...one for jogging)...luv stu

things not unrelated to the previous part 1

five years ago...my best friends wife died...i packed my things and went to another friends place for obvious reasons...i had two bags...one full of garbage and one full of my clothes...accidentally i threw my clothes down the garbage shoot...(being somewhat preoccupied)...i didnt care a whole lot about the genes and such...but i also threw away my favorite sweater...anyway...i got to my friends car...and there my sweater was in his back seat...luv stu

June 30

June 28

what i was told by gabriel part 3

"we are entering the day of revelation...by that what is meant is...all things will be revealed for what they are...no place to hide...god is tired of all the bullshit...what is said in private...will be broadcast form the rooftop"...(luv stu)

what i was told by gabriel part 2

"god is calling his people together...some christian...some jew...some muslim...some atheist...some gay...some transvestite...etc...simply... he is calling the people who live to love and...who are willing to put their brothers and sisters needs above their own...dont let religions confuse you...it is not the container that is important...but that which is inside the container"...(luv stu)