nude model

way back when in my church going days...me and a girlfriend of mine got in the mood one night to take some nude pictures of myself...anyway...making a long story short...i had a date with the ministers daughter the day i got them back...returning from having a piss...i noticed a strange look on her face...roughly translated...she snuck into my stuff...next thing i know...im in the ministers office hearing what a piece of shit i am...next scene...18 years later...im a nude model for the local art college...and guess whos drawing me??? she walks up to me after the session and says..."full circle...eh stu???"

March 31

March 26

dreams pt. 3

last night i dreamed that i was using a friends computer...he then walked in the room and i thought he was going to give me shit for not asking for his permission...instead he showed me what i was doing wrong...instantly...a godzilla type creature appeared and hurled himself into the water...it was obvious however he wanted to fuck us up real good...we hid in a tunnel under the water where he was not able to pursue...the interpretation...the computer represents control...we forsook safety for the illusion of safety...things are ugly when they come out of the water...the subconscious mind...but it is there they have to be dealt with...luv stu

March 24

March 22

the horse

once upon a time...i stayed on top of a mountain in switzerland...close to my house there lived a horse...it took me almost the entire month i lived there to coax him into befriending me...then one day...he finally came to the fence for me to pet him...as i stroked his long beautiful nose...my elbow hit an electric fence...he ran one direction...i ran another...eventually i turned to face the wonderful yet bewildered creature...i told him i was sorry...now i dont understand horse very well...but i am reasonably sure his response was...go fuck yourself...thus ended our relationship...luv stu