judgement day

when we run away from something...we often run right into that very thing 

obstacles  between us and reality :

1-sex
2-money
3-power

reality may escape you if you have something people desire
god may strip us...just so the truth is revealed
embrace judgment day

1-walk in love...truth
2-embrace the moment...and what it has to teach us
3-discover
4-get close to god and each other...truth is found in intimacy
5-peel back layer upon layer

"god chastises those he loves"

pet alligator

This goose is walking his pet alligator...he says to his buddy...I got Rover here involved in this program where blind kids can pet him . (They both have a laugh ). 

i love you

magic trick...how do you make people disappear??? have your life fall apart !!!

formula for leaving :

1-they are innocent
2-you did something wrong
3-blame
4-bastardize
5-crucify
6-feel guilt on some lever or another...so take that out on you as well
7-justify...find allies

nobody simply says : "you don't have anything i want anymore"...then leaves

essence  of most relationships :

1-see something they want
2-desire
3-convince self it is real
4-pursue
5-take...there are emotional cannibals as well as the other more celebrated type 

yet there is true love
"love never fails"
most love is not love
religion attracts people by appealing to their lower nature
if love ends...did it ever begin???
1 cor. 13

thousands of miles away

a friend of mine is drowning...about 50  yards or so from the beach...splashing his arms....his family thinks he is waving to them...he is not...but here is the fucked up part...thousands of miles away...his mother-in-law has a vision of him drowning...50 yards or so from the beach...she begins to pray...(same time exactly)...and he somehow miraculously makes it back to shore . 

YOU WILL LIVE AS LONG AS YOU ARE NEEDED .

the memorial service

a memorial service for my old friend and boss...someone i not only loved but respected...great service...many wonderful people there...and guess what ??? he was one of them...as clear as day...front row LEFT hand side...we didn't always connect as well as i wanted during life...WE SURE ARE CONNECTING NOW...live luv !!!  

REST IN PEACE ??? NO WAY , STEVE...YOU CAN DO A LOT BETTER THAN THAT !!!

the mark of being a christian...

i have never played donky kong

almost every fucking thing you see...is an illusion...materialism...prejudice...sex without love...donky kong...it is not really there , baby...but here is the weird shit...if you somehow utilize donky kong to help facilitate a love relationship...then , in a very real and authentic way...it appears out of the realm of nothingness and begins to forge some sort of presence upon a universe which is substantially more real than oursthat is to say...until love saturates the essence of something...it is not really there .