merry christmas...from the book / "there is a fly in my dingo-wombat"

i secretly follow my father
to this local hotel
then took a picture of him
screwing some lady
i had it blown up
and framed
then i gave it to both parents
for a christmas present
they opened it up together
"merry christmas" i said

i don't think that
the effort put into the gift
was appreciated

addictions oct. 1 2011

we are all addicts : 1-we see...2-we desire...3-we take...4-because it was not given (natural to our situation)...we need more...5-we justify...6-we become addicts...7-we develop a new world to compensate for our situation...so CHOOSE YOUR ADDICTIONS CAREFULLY...being concerned about conquering your addiction is fine...however...it is probably there for a good reason...more importantly is how to manage your addiction in a way that allows you to still love those in your life...love...humility...community...will all help take the venom out of your addiction...then see what happens from there...live love .

the point part 1

so this fellow is in his room masturbating...next scene...10 minutes later...he walks out of his house and immediately sees batman...he says to the caped crusader..."batman...i was just thinking about you"...POINT...there is a reason for all our sexual attractions...once in a while it is love...which is a spiritual thing...but usually it has to do with unmet needs in our lives...the issue is simple...become more involved in the spiritual...and less involved in the neurotic .

December 3

the weatherman...from the book / "there is a fly in my dingo-wombat"

first of all
the weatherman should not
have gone on t.v. drunk
and as for that forecast
about the temperature rising like a penis
then later in the day
falling like a drunken whore
and rain coming down
like shit in a crapper
well
among other things
it was wrong

advanced community oct. 15 2011

HOW TO FUCK UP A COMMUNITY :

1-function as a community...true love...opposed to rituals , politeness or control
2-desire enters the picture
3-not perceived as such
4-"obviously ", there is something wrong with the community
5-bastardization
6-separation
7-justification

there is truth to the above...nobody is perfect...we all bring neurosis into community
we must learn that our behavior effects all...you are responsible...this is advanced community

dynamics :

1-form a community
2-believe your needs are paramount
3-god sees things otherwise
4-you will see things his way...or learn that he has a big stick
5-enlightenment
6-new perception
7-real life

how to walk in joy

being human part 22

i remember when i was 17...on a camping trip...i developed lung issues...more or less...i was half dead...then suddenly...after two days of straight rain...the sun broke...my lungs, for a short season...somehow cleared...and there it was before me...squirrel lake...the most beautiful place in the universe...it is the times we suffer for life that complete us...it is the times that love costs us greatly that we remember...for me...nothing has been easy...having to fight three speech impediments...to become a professional communicator...was just about as easy as it ever got...we are no greater than what we have to overcome...when your responsibilities cause you to suffer...it is in that moment that eternity touches your soul...i have seen things beyond belief...i have lost all...and have gained everything in return...the less you desire...the more of the wonder of the universe you will gain...live love .