July 7

intimacy (again)

letting people into the deepest area of where we live :

1-a relationship is formed
2-trust is built
3-doors are opened
4-enters the individual
5-more or less...they can do whatever they desire

how do you decide you allow deep within :

1-self knowledge...know your weaknesses
2-prayer
3-abandon your own agenda
4-peace and joy experienced
5-you have obtained a forgiving spirit


 community can also be a "holy of holys"
"the greater the risk...the greater the reward"
live luv

love in community

being human part 1

the essence of community is relationship...that is to say...a series of relationships that are woven together...to form something that is safe...secure...and perpetuates healing...in order for this to happen...there must be leadership...leadership that is completely in love with the forever draining and painful responsibility of sacrificing ones life for the growth of the community...to create a dynamic of love...one must first live love...religion fakes it...truth is hidden behind rituals and over compensations...there is no easy way to grow a healthy community...you will be betrayed...you will be misunderstood...bringing truth and humility into this world...will be seen as threatening...and you will experience joy virtually unknown...live love.  

barky mc ruff.ruff and the pickles

one day...barky went to the university cafe to have some of their delicious hamburgers...thing is...they did not properly slice their pickles in the cafe...so...as a result...they tasted like crap...so barky brought his own pickles...and everyone mocked him as he opened the jar...and gently put them upon the patties...they judged him just like they were some type of religious zealots or something...then they went back to eating their shitty pickles...and that is all that happened...not much more...nothing i can remember...but...just one more thing...it does not matter if something makes you uncomfortable or not...your comfort level is not god...in fact...it is probably working against what is divine...and...me gotta go .

how to find a religion

being human part 7

lesser known dynamics concerning hitler...he was an artist who desired the termination of any artist that portrayed humanity (or whatever) as abstract or as anything other than a direct representation... as this would be a clear indication that the artist involved was insane...he was a homosexual that desired the termination of any homosexual because he considered homosexuality to be a perversion...( by murdering the entire gay community  he would , of course , not be found out )...point...this all seems painfully familiar...no new ground...just good old time hate mongering and such...when i published my first book in 1993...(you can find it in part in the first part of my "satirical quotes" page)...i was threatened with having my ordination revoked...the religious mindset is to manifest an overcompensation for some really dark shit...whatever religion you partake in...make sure it leaves you transparent...humble...cherished and unconditionally loved...it does not matter what someone labels their religion...without these qualities...they are all the same...live love.

the loch ness monster

appeared...ate some fish...left...then people left to their own imaginations to perpetuate the rest...(sex...money and power)

dynamics :

1-something authentic happens
2-effects people
3-they see the potential
4-grab it
5-claim ownership
6-pervert it
7-defend perversion
8-demand you to see it the same way
9-institutionalize it

good authentic happenings become twisted beyond belief..."feed the poor"...becomes an institution with billions of dollars in the bank
gotta get back to the real "loch ness monster"

1-something authentic happens
2-effects people
3-let it come and go as it desires
4-be thankful for what you have been given
5-live organic

experiences are beautiful...do not make them into you own twisted little amusement park

Yesterday, June 30th.