May 5

walk on

superbowl sunday 2009...my father blew his head off right in front of his wife...question...how does one redeem such an act??? it all comes back to love...i mean... the man threatened to kill me when i was six...my point...the fact that god has given me the capacity to love is a gift...where would i be if not for gods mercy??? its not about indulging in how fucked up another is...its choosing to love and embracing the hard fact that love is a way of life...not an emotion...the gift of life only matters through love...and not a fucking soul will take that away from me...luv stu

sexuality part 1

it seems to be common for people to separate themselves into fragments...mental... sexual...spiritual and so on...this is not , however, correct...we are one and everything is intertwined with everything else...point...our sexuality is a manifestation of our spirituality...one who has embraced the essence of love...who has an alive and vibrant spirit...will have a dynamic sexual expression...shit , man...i am almost 50 and am having the best orgasims of my life...an alive spirit leads to an alive sexual being...love explodes...and will lead to other explosions...luv stu

sandwich shop

there used to be this sandwich shop just across the street from where i lived...anyway...we had this deal...i would come in for breakfast in my bath robe...and food was free...(not all the time)...people would ask me what the fuck i was doing in my bath robe...fact of the matter is...it was a hell of a lot more comfortable than what they were wearing...i also had this tee shirt that read..."i love you because you are"...that made people even more uncomfortable...funny what we learn in life...luv stu

the anglican

i saw this guy that i used to know years ago...i said..."so you have become an anglican , eh???"...he asked me how i knew that...easy...become spiritually aware enough...you can see energy as well as you can see the physical...luv stu

insanity

there are two types of insanity in this world...love...putting another in front of yourself...family doesnt count...thats biology...and insanity...that qualifies as insanity as well...it is only in true love that we discover what the fuck is really going on down here...it is a rare thing...it is not well understood...but it is the only thing that matters...luv stu

May 3